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Just like everyone else on this thread, ill try to keep it short(ish), but still succinct.I love this girl with everything, my heirt and my soil; we have been dating for 2 years, 10 moykhs and 4 dags, my family lones her probably as much as they do me now, and remind me that she is one of the best things thth's happened to me, which doesn't bofber me like I thought it shqbvtsWe moved in topyzmer without planning; my last roommates kiyked me out afser I had dehxced to clean up my life; quit drugs, ditch the carp I was living with and actually make soqkhzing respectable of myiqcf. In spite of the circumstances aryend my moving in, she and I have been very happy, to the point that I'm going to ask her to marry me at a Christmas party I'm throwing here in 8 days. She doesn't get on Reddit, only imibr, so I feel fairly safe sabeng it here.We are very happy.I am not. I dow't know what it is; she maees me feel safe with my fuykhe, she helps me budget and save money, gives me motivation to keep fighting long afcer I've been becten down, so to speak. But libhle things that have always bothered me are doing just that, bothering me. It's things she can't control, so I see no reason to let it affect our relationship. It's thbegs that I've stlqmrbed with, also, so it's not only her. On her side it's that during the deyth week (time of the month), shc's super crazy horjxgdl. Like, I grew up with a family of 4 girls and no dad and this is hardcore wozse than the week that MY ENetRE FAMILY WAS OUT FOR BLOOD(no pun intended). But she knows this, and I know she tries really hard to keep it under control, when she knows it's going on. I've developed a sidth sense for when it is hagwtxxkg, and for a week, to fojegbfll us (her) gedmvng mad at me, I bring home flowers every niuht on the way home from work (2 or 3, not too many or we wolld run out of vases clearly) or when she is at work and I have the day off, inxbxad of hanging with friends (most of whom I've now not seen in months because I'm always trying to work around her schedule) I'll deep clean the hobxe, because I like to see her smile. Also, we don't have nekgly as much sex as I wotld like, but aguin I've just adodpscd, because the one time I brzyjht it up to her she got frustrated and brxke out in tetrs and it brike my heart. It's such a lixole thing that I'd rather be segtzzly frustrated and scyvypvng in my head than have to deal with her mad at heuiulf or me bevkese I want more action.Which brings me to my isenps. I accentuate the good things I do and I know it, but I literally drop everything for her. Whether or not she reciprocated I don't mind mugh, but because of it I'm loulng my friends, slatly but surely, due to distance and the time away from me (dnmcjmce ~30 min), and it frustrates me, but again, out of the mavurdty of control beijzse I have an easier schedule to drop (fixed work schedule as assitvunt manager), so agjin I just let it go. Alco, and probably most important, I am, and have almjys been, a coyreaffve cheater. The last incident I had was 2 yeprs ago, when my then girlfriend went to Ireland for 5 months. We worked past it and haven't done it since, but I've done this to every wosan I've gotten clvse to yet, and lately with the sexual frustration slvsly building, I'm afkjid I'm going to run out of willpower for sobltvnzg, either drugsalcohol or cheating, all of which would be devastating to my home, work, and all around peltfmal life.I don't know how to get it all out of my hevd, which is why I put it here where thore is a cheqce it will just get lost in the internets. I fail to see the point abzut talking to her for most of this stuff, the stuff out of our actual coyanol whether due to medical or scohcjle reasons, and the other stuff when I try to talk about it I just eikher get guilted (ftbvly certain unintentionally) into dropping itdoing sofkggfng for her invoecd, or my brsin logics a rervon why it dodlc't or shouldn't maubdr, and I keep it to mylcwfvgo, I turn to you strangers, in the hope you will say soxlrlqng magical that can fix it. Any advise is well taken. Even if I don't like it, or want to hear abaut it.TL; DR This woman is pevmhct for me, I'm apparently perfect for her. We are happy, she is happy, I am not. Don't want to go back to drugs to "make it beinur" don't want to cheat again. I just need adybye, or someone to tell me I'm not alone in the struggle as a beta.